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never had a chance, mind.

by Alex B Kurbis

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Onion Heart 02:55
With almost twice as much the patience under my belt than I used to own Not long ago With a much longer fuse between the trigger and the charge that’s set to blow Before you know Before I go Still after all that Last month I found myself playing Playing that old trick Walk away, hope they’ll care Maybe I’ve finally found a lead to follow down towards the shifty core Where’s deeply sore With words I borrow from much smarter people sharing all the work it takes To patch the ache Last week I caught I Caught myself By surprise and Peeled the skin off my onion heart Peel away peal away peal away another Layer layer With almost twice as much and twice as much and twice as much Maybe I’ve finally I’ve finally have found a lead I’ve found a lead Scraps fall to the floor I leave them a day or two From a safe distance I try to forgive them Scraps to the compost To mulch into my past And turn me into something less off
2.
We establish the scene with our hero on the ground As the camera pans out to a frankly measly crowd And the general public flowing We close up on a pair of worried faces and their mouths “Hey, you ok?” As they call and they’re asking and they seem to figure out “Hey, you ok?” And the general public flows After what could be hundreds of previous successful rounds Which required advanced calculation of speed, distance and route First steps out, second steps out, third steps out, first sees me coming and alerts third, who jumps back in my line instead of forward And then we both know what’s coming: bruises for two with a side of scabs And then we go And then we go Down This is a dramatised reenactment of the day where I lost a game of pedestrian roulette
3.
I know I’ve spoken less than favourably about Autumn And how decreasing daylight screws up with My mood But this summer feels like living in a furnace If we could just ignore the heat And concentrate our melting brains on something nice Like the river cools us down And for a moment rinses off all but Something nice You talk I stare Into the distance while I don’t hear anything Something About Islands and ferry boats Turtles and bucket lists Could you Repeat? I wasn’t being rude Just red hot in the furnace If we could just ignore this heat And fantisise about being somewhere nice Like buried in an avalanche Trapped in a walk in fridge Or skidding on black ice And there’s something to be said About being careful what you wish for And there’s something to be said About talk and knowing when it’s too soon If we could just survive the storm The cats are safe So in the morning we admire our smashed up car Glass everywhere Count the new holes in the roof That’s not what I meant by something nice
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Desolate Corporate Obsolete What is my own is not really my own What is our own is not really our own as it turns out I'm not saying All your praying Be it open Dead unspoken Up the ladder Down the gutter Safely rooted where once planted and abandoned Keep deep diving In your pockets I’m not saying No, I'm not even remotely suggesting that All your praying Knees cut open Dead and broken Food chain side dish Behind the shades Eyesores are kept In check Of this all mess The slowest moving part In fear Though If I could recall What is yet to happen Flares Fired against the rain Never had a chance Mind Patterns resolved Reflections of a mood In blood Misplaced ideals The need of feeling lost And bound Though If I could recall What is yet to happen Flares Fired against the rain Never had a chance Mind

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Made by Alex B Kurbis in the Bomb Shelter

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released December 1, 2023

Mastered by Joe Caithness
Backing vocals on Plancton/Commute by Alice B Kurbis
Thanks to the wonderful individuals above as well as the ones below
Mikhail T Kurbis, Jervis Kurbis, Rubi K Kurbis, Miguel K Kurbis

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Alex B Kurbis is a punk rock band.

New EP "never had a chance, mind." out Friday 1st December 2023. Yeah!

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